Glamour
To begin with let me explain why I choose the word glamour. I could have used jargons instead, but this word elicits the very feeling intended to use this word.
Prior marriage I had always been in a state of dilemma where I saw world with never ending glamour.
For me life was “sab kuch chalta” attitude something that was innate. Not taking things seriously was part of the game I played daily. As I grew up I learned there was a need to alter the rules of the game, as I found at times I was the only player playing. Glamour for life being to diminish and a new word replaced the old one that is FEAR/PHOBIA.
I always believed that there was certain flaws in me that would one day surpass me and would take all I had. This believes persisted until one fine day I realized that there was nothing called phobia /FEAR.
But by the time I had realized this I had already moved ahead in life making much error and committing certain faux pas.
My life changed after marriage .My neo-morning was filled with a jamboree and people rushing and the hustle bustle was usual affair for many days.
This life was completely different, the people here were different & the believes here was different.
My life was centered on one person called “Husband “But as I was new in the relation I had something to learn daily about him which came as a surprise. Now the GLAMOUR took a new turn in my life with a new meaning to it, another definition which I learnt of the word.
Passion I would call would be more apt to describe this phase of my life, where my life was driven by the factor called Passion. Every fine morning I would wake to find passion in me to do good for the family, good for husband and for my new home.
In event of chasing my passion I was forgetting one mortal“I”. The word lost its meaning .I always found that whatever is the scenario,,now I was pacified on the same issue which prior marriage were conquerable. So I sat down and brooded.
Found that I need to re structure the way I was working towards life and my relation.
Now I have not only earned the ability to analyze myself thoroughly but also learnt how through this analysis I constatning can keep improving myself
In the advent of writing this article I realized that it’s very important for everyone that
YOU A LITTLE GLAMOUR TO YOUR LIFE, PEPPER IT WITH PASSION AND ENJOY THE GOURMET.
